不知道还会再见吗?我今天达成所愿,把自己灌醉了。很舒服,刚刚好的状态,想吐不想吐。刚刚好,真的。

我心里就是不爽,操,为什么我就是这样?难道我就低人一等吗?我靠,我就是不爽,我就是不能忍受这种折磨。

一切都他妈的太遥远了,离我真的太他妈的远了。

谁懂我??谁能理解我?

This’s bullshit! fucking world,fucking shit!everything is bullshit! no one understands! what fucking wrong with me???just wanna be drunk.respect i m not clear too much.

no one would like to do it! no one understand what you are thinking about. that’s us.fucking country,fucking bullshit. all lies! only lies behind us.